Well, the day has come. I'm lying in bed trying not to vomit. It's such a strange phenomenon to be geared towards something you've wanted for so long and when suddenly faced with the reality of the fact that it is actually happening, you're just scared. Don't get me wrong, I'm still excited! I'm just faced with all the things that could possibly go wrong - not just today, but while I am gone. I think the main thing I feel is guilt. Guilty that I am doing this for myself and that my decision has a profound effect on the lives of those who are closest to me. But of course, these are the people who are the most supportive and have ensured that I have gotten to this point.
Now that all the deep stuff is done (it kinda feels better just to write it down....maybe this journaling/blogging thing will catch on...), as I said, I am excited!! Excited for sun, excited to meet new people, excited to explore a new city and country. And excited about how God will change my life in the next year. It's nice to have so much to look forward to.
A big thanks to those who have been amazingly supportive over the last couple of years of planning this and thanks for your continued prayers as I leave!
Keep a lookout for the first Sydney update!!
Carlye
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